Stuck a midst unknowing, endless loneliness...

Friday, January 29, 2010

もう学校が始まったか．．．

真夜中なのに、突然日本語で何かを書きたくなって、ここにきました。

今までも信じられません。学校がもう始まったことを。Oレベルが終わったのは二ヶ月ぐらい前でしたね。この二ヶ月、いろんなことをしたとは言えないと思います。だいたい家にいるばかり、コンピューター使ったり、テレビ見たりして、実際にしたことはあまりなかったね。

昨日まではオーチャードでぶらぶらしていたが、今日から休みは終わりました。これからは高校生になって、忙しい生活を送っていくでしょうかね。

中学校ももう記憶に残して、今はもう中学生じゃない。チョンチェンの学生じゃない。なんか、すごく悲しい。

毎日会っていた友達も会えなくなって、人との別れはつらいですよね。そして親切でやさしかった先生たちにも会えなくなって、もう先生たちの授業にいられないなんて、悲しい。

突然、そう思ってしまいます。でもこのままじゃダメだね。これからも頑張っていきたいと思います。

皆さん、よろしくね。

Good Day.

posted at 12:30 AM

今すぐ君に逢いたい．．．

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Diary Entry - 28 January 2010
{~First Day of School~}

Without noticing anything, school officially started. Got our posting results on the 27th, and first day of school is today, 28 January. That's like super fast.

Until the 27th we were still walking around Orchard aimlessly, chatting all the way along Orchard station to City Hall station, not spending any money, just walking.

Then this morning we met at 0645 at Khatib MRT to school. In CCHY uniform. I'm proud to be wearing it even after 4 years of wearing it everyday. I don't know, but I love Chung Cheng High Yishun. It's a fabulous place with loads of fabulous people. And we met one of the most fabulous teachers, Mr Lee, at the platform. He alighted to go to school while we boarded to also go to school. >_>

First day was expectedly boring. Orientation, and it's for 4 days. We sat on the ground to listen to talks for the whole morning. Played random games with random people which I do not know at all, then did some crazy dance steps which we have to do on the last night. What?

We're going to Sentosa tomorrow for the orientation. And I just selected my subject combination. 4 H2s, Japanese, Chemistry, Mathematics and Economics. These are what I think will help me in the long run, since I have not decided on what to do.

My dental appointment was postponed to this Saturday. My brother would visit the dentist with me because he has a decayed tooth.

Oh, I forgot to mention that we went to Chongwei's Mum's company's bungalow this past week from 18 January to 22 January. It was quite fun, but boring at times too. The movie in the karaoke room, the random biking, night cycling, seaside talks, TV watching (that's like lame anyways), BBQ... Alright, nothing's so special about it, but it was still fun. Oh yes, I remember a fun thing called Left 4 Dead 2, which we played at the LAN shop at Elias Mall. It was a whole load of fun killing zombies. Especially when you play it with friends and start shouting for help. XD

Then there's more orientation, more stress from school coming at me really soon. I hope I can cope with it. Just the thought of it and I feel like I'm going to crumble. *sighs*

Life seems gone. For long.

Good Day.

posted at 10:34 PM

今すぐ君に逢いたい．．．

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Diary Entry - 11 January 2009
{~Results Revealed~}

Finally, the day has come to get our GCE 'O' Levels result slips. I managed to sleep last night somehow, but this morning was torturous. I couldn't sit still at all.

Ended up reaching the school hall quite late despite all that, everyone was quite seated, so I joined our class at the last row. XD Everyone else was right in front before Miss Kaur's table, while Mrs Choo walked around our class. She told us that "If your name is called out later, stand up and go up. Don't make them keep calling your name."

So 1400 hours came and Mr Ong started showing us our school's performances for the O's last year. It was quite a long wait before the text "Outstanding Performers" appeared on the screen. Then it showed a table with 6 rows. Then my name appeared on the top row, with 8 A1s and 2 A2s. Next were Joping, Qunjie, Sheryl, Qiguang and then Chongwei. These were the 6 A1s and above. So we went up in order to get our result slips from Mr Ong personally and get our photos taken.

The next slide said "Top Student" and my name appeared. I did it. Although I didn't get 10 A1s like I foolishly hoped to, but I shall learn to be content with whatever I have. I got A2s for Biology and Higher Chinese. I don't know why I got an A2 for Biology anyway. But I didn't expect that I would get A1s for English and Combined Humanities instead.

The 6 of us were then called down to take photos with Mr Ong while Mr Ong talked to me for a bit while walking down. He also told me, Qunjie and Joping that he has faxed our phone numbers to the press in case they want to interview us by phone. Somehow the photos are currently on the school website.

I really thank all my teachers who have put in so much effort to help us win this war. Mrs Choo Poh Poh, Miss Manvinder Kaur, Mr Goh Ching Poh, Mr Lee Kah Chin, Mdm Connie Yeo, Mdm Goh Bee Hong, Mrs Ang Lee Boon, Mdm Sue Chuay Hong and Suzuki Misako-sensei. There's also Miss Fanny See whom I did call and inform about my results in the hall.

Called my parents in the hall and informed them about it, then I also SMSed my aunt. We later went out to Eatzi to have lunch, when Dad told me that aunt would be treating us to dinner. So after lunch, I went home, got changed, and went out for dinner at Novena Square. Had a nice dinner. :D And I also received monetary rewards from my Aunt and Grandma, thank you~

Well, my Mum promised me some too, but I haven't gotten them, and won't be getting them soon, so... XD

After dinner was Haagen Daz ice cream. Seriously, it was my first time having it. Although I had a bad cough, which had gotten worse after fried chicken lunch and ice cream after dinner, I enjoyed the meals. :D It's sort of a dream come true for me. Thank you everyone who has helped me in one way or another.

Alright, I shall sleep now, it's 2AM, and we're going to NYJC's Open House tomorrow morning. I don't know why we are actually going there since we've already spent 2 days there, but we'll just walk around then go home, I think, I hope.

Alright now, I shall go rest already. Good Day everyone! :D :D :D

posted at 2:10 AM

今すぐ君に逢いたい．．．

Friday, January 1, 2010

Diary Entry - 1 January 2010
{~Happy New Year! あけましておめでとう！~}

My first post for the year 2010! Ended up that no one was going out, or at least I didn't, so I just counted down to this year sitting on the sofa watching TV. What a way to celebrate a new year. But let's hope that this year is fruitful for everyone! *applause*

Nothing on for New Year's Day, I'll see if I should slack at home or go out somewhere to chill, but I'm going out on the 2nd to Grandma's place, then chalet on the 3rd! This week may be a bit busy here and there, but I'm looking forward to it!

新年の初めてのエントリーなので、日本語でも書きたいと思います！あけましておめでとう！本当に時が経つのが速すぎますね。アッという間に２０１０年になって、僕も１７歳に近づいているようです。新しい年にいいことたっぷり経験させてもらいたいなと思っています。みんな、今年もよろしく！

まあ、学校も多分一ヶ月間で始まるので、新しい学校、期待してますね。新しい環境、新しい生活、なんかお楽しみにしてます。成績も後わずか１週間半ぐらい。

まあね、今年も日本語の勉強、ガンガンうまくなりたいと思っています。それでは、新しい年にたっぷり、思いっきり楽しもうぜ！

Good Day!

posted at 1:00 AM

今すぐ君に逢いたい．．．