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Sunday, April 12, 2009
*sighs* Terrible weekend. Okay, it was long, with a Sports Day and Good Friday, but seriously, so boring and not constructive. Didn't manage to do any work up till now. I feel like a failure. Why can't I just find my motivation to do my work? My mind wanders elsewhere all the time, procrastinating over and over again, while homework just piles up endlessly. There is so much work in my bag I don't even feel like digging them up and finding what I need to do! Terrible crap. And, my internet has got some problems again. *sighs* My home is cursed. Some people are just so carefree, being able to push themselves to complete their work and yet still find the time to enjoy life to its fullest, going out with people they enjoy being together with, while I'm just stuck here in hell, faced with tonnes of homework that never seems to be finished. Seriously. I try to complete part of their work, but they give twice of what I can complete everyday. How do I complete them? I feel shitty. Everyday is like a new beginning of the lamest chapter in the lamest book. What is there to look forward to? Homework? Stress? This life is just so lame. So wanting to die. I see why students murder their teachers and commit suicide. I feel like doing the same thing as well. *sighs* I want to see meaning in life. There is none. *sighs* This is lame. *sighs* Whatever. *sighs* posted at 7:28 PM
今すぐ君に逢いたい．．． ~Kare no Koto~
About ~Samuel Poon~ ~16 going 17~ ~Peixin Primary School ~ 1-4'00/2-4'01/3-4'02/4-1'03/5 Caring'04/6 Caring'05~ ~Chung Cheng High Yishun ~ 1H'06/2H'07/3H'08/4H'09~ ~27 July 1993~ ~Singaporean~ ~Suki na Mono~
Likes Music -ZARD -GARNET CROW -NEWS -テゴマス -Breakerz Detective Conan Money Nature Sleeping ~Kirai na Mono~
Dislikes Backstabbers Selfish and inconsiderate people Homework Lack of sleep ~Negai~
Wishes Motivation Happiness Loads and loads of cash XD ~Tomodachi~
Friends Alpha Anna Diana Duncan Edmund Edsel Javier Marvin Qun Jie Team Zephyr CCHY 2H'07 CCHY 3H'08 CCHY 4H'09 ~Hanasou!~
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